In the past few months, I learned that the world is a little less black and white… If something goes wrong then the whole thing gets messed up… Take life for an example……… If something gets messed up in your life, then you cry about it, think about it, get stressed about it, etc…. Now another thing is messed up…. Your happiness… After your happiness gets messed up, then your behavior gets messed up…. Then one thing leads to another and so on…. Just one thing can mess up everything.
I can say these things because I just described my life! Every single day something I do gets messed up then the whole day gets messed up… When I wake up every morning, I say, “Another day of anger… Another day of mistakes” I can’t take it anymore! Sometimes I think if I just end everything, my life would be easier… Because I won’t even have a life!